I didn’t get what I wanted in life. I didn’t get an ivy league education, (the intelligence to support that even if I had been able to afford it,) a life-long husband, children, wealth, a gorgeous face and killer body, or a house (with or without picket fence). What I did get was so far beyond my wildest dreams that I never could have conjured it up. I got a ticket to maximum mental and emotional health, and it has absolutely nothing to do with what I have or can obtain in the physical world: (husband, children, education, house, etc.)
What I have instead is a spiritual understanding that offers me an experience of life that is pretty consistently wonderful. I learned that I create my experience by virtue of the thoughts I hold as truth vs. a product of creative energy at work within me. Through the past 26 years, I’ve seen that nothing I can think up is truth, the only truth is that I am a spiritual being in human form, a part of Universal energy that is infinitely creative.
What a miracle that I get to experience this. What a joy. What a blessing to be part of this creative life force that brings formless energy into physical form.